... I don't know anymore, how many ups and downs do I have to put up with, before I trully find my inner peace, before i find myself. What another or new path shall I take, to make it the right one? The fulfilling one? The ultimate one or close to one of those? Am I loosin' control? Loosin' my mind? Or simply cracking under pressure? And therefore budildin up new walls, again? You've seen the writings on the wall ... Is there anything else that i'm losin'? Wasting'? How much longer do I have to hold on? And if they say, there's always a light at the the end of the tunnel, isn't there the slightest chance, that is a freight train???
Perhaps I shall wait for a "4.A.M. miracle" ... Soon.