This next one goes out to you...
I'm not gonna seek for the right words... My words won't come out right... I've been bad at this before... I failed. I failed us both.
I know this words have already been written, but let me use them...

From morning to night, I stayed out of the sight
Didn't recognise what I'd become
No more than alive, I barley survive
In a word ... overrun

Won't hear a sound
From my mouth
I've spent too long
On the inside out
My skin is cold
To the human touch
This bleeding heart's, not beating much

I murmured a vow, of silence and now
I don't even hear when I think aloud
Extinguished by light, I turn on the night
Wear its darkness with an empty smile

I'm creeping back to life
my nervous system all awry
I'm wearing the inside out

Look at him now
He's paler somehow
But he's coming around
He's starting to choke
It's been so long since he spoke
Well he can have the words right from my mouth

And with this words
I can see
Clear through the clouds
That coverd me
Just give it time
Then speak my name
Now we can hear ourselves again

I'm holding out for the day
When all the clouds have blown away
I'm with you now can speak your name
Now we can hear
Ourselves again ...